A Surprise Visit

It was a Saturday. I suddenly felt like giving him a surprise visit. Parked my car next to his, in front of his office entrance. Adik called him, he didn't answer. I told her, sms him and tell him we're waiting for him downstairs or we climb up to meet him. He replied, saying he's not in the office. I knew my instinct was strong enough to know that he's there. On a milder tone, Adik sent him a text, saying that we knew he was there. After a while, he came down and sat next to me in the car. We talked peacefully. I didn't want to create a scene. I wanted to find out if I could face him without rage and grudge. We talked through the one hour docilely. I told him that I'm accepting his offer to be my best friend... and I hoped that he was sincere and honest. I told him to be the best of friend to me. It was rather a short meet. We shook hands, I couldn't find myself kissing his hand as I used to. I asked for a kiss but the kiss I meant was a peck on the lips, and that was what I gave him. He was probably expecting a mouthful kiss...I couldn't give one no more. I don't know if that was gonna be my last meet with him...

I wasn't sure of what I did on that Saturday... out of impulse I set up that meet. I must be out of my mind... but it's always me, one who acts upon impulse. But I meant well. Honestly I did.


Perplexed me.