Wednesday, February 27, 2008

My two sisters


Along the years of chatting, I found myself TWO sisters who are always there through my thicks and thins. Za & Jue... Thank you for being there for me when I was in the deepest pain ever. Thank you for being there too thru all the sweet moments.

Personal note to Zaza: Pls know that akak will always treasure and appreciate our sisterhood... you had been there most of the time. I truly can't imagine my days without you when you finally graduate and will leave Kuala Lumpur. Until that day comes, I refuse to think of the moment.

Personal note to Jue: I hope you will come to understand me completely in the days to come. I will always love you.

Note to both of you: Akak will always love both of you, come what may...




A blessing in disguise

It's his 36th birthday, and I'm not well wishing him. I have had enough of his antiques... his LIES especially. I've put up ENOUGH. I pray that you realize what you had done all these while... and repent. You're the biggest mistake in my life...but it's a blessing in disguise. Thank you Allah!

Crossed on the day of your 36th year of birth.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

In Pain...

For the umpteenth time... I am hurt. By the one I love most. My heart's shattered in pieces and I'm pulling myself out from the doldrum. Ya Allah... please give me the strength to live through this pain, to find a new beginning to this life I'm living, to start afresh and to HEAL from this pain. Please have mercy on me.... Please forgive me for all my wrongdoings... for I'm humbly your slave who is never perfect. Please give me strength, patience and perseverance. I thank you Allah for everything...