When My Heart Cries (1)

There is a reason I cry...this time, because of adik. I love you as an adik... but you disappointed me. Despite all the pep talks, you're still the same you. I was hoping you'd change for good... but you disappoint me.

Why are you doing that to the girls who love you, adik? Why do you USE them to your advantage?Why can't u lift your butt, get out and get yourself a job? Why are you damn LAZY? Why are you indolent?

I love you so much adik... but I simply detest what you're doing to others. I detest your selfishness.

Sigh...

Live life to its fullest

Some people are just plain lucky, born as a silver spoon. Some people are just plain lucky, born with nothing but manage to live life lavishly, always manage to get help from all around him/ her. As for myself, when I have cash, I spend it on myself, my family members, my friends. When I'm drained out, I'll stick my butt on this loyal chair of mine and abstain myself from going out.

As for some I know, they're damn lucky bastards who get aided each time they need money. Aren't we supposed to work our ass out to earn money? But these people are damn lucky. There will always be someone at their rescue when they're in deep shit. Hehh...some lucky bastards.

Hey... it's okay... do not expect help from anyone. HELP yourself! You're in pain... so what? Walk through it... in time you'll find remedy to the pain. The pain will fade away. It will, trust me. Trust God. When you're in good fortune, live up to your own expectation. Live life to its fullest. Don't complaint too much. Allah will get crossed when you expect too much from and you don't give him anything in return.

Walk gracefully although your toes caught pebbles and bleed, keep walking... the pain will go away.

Craps ah apa aku tulis nih... but what the heck?