Best Friends???

On March 5th, I received this on my YM from him:

"morning
i hope u getting well n better...
just wanna say how sory i am...
but wat was happen is for ur own good in life
i have to make ur hate me
as i told u its not bcoz other person termasuk nadira
all happen its bcoz of me only..
hope u understand
i hope we can become as best fren"

Disregard the grammar mistakes...Now let me ask you (as if you're standing right in front of me, heh!!) you've hurt me to the core and you expect us to be BEST FRIENDS? Who do you think you are to me right now? Pretending as if nothing had ever happened between us and wanting us to just carry on being the best of friends? You impounded my heart for a year and ditch it in the trash bin as if I am something you could just keep and discard as and when you like.

What you did unto me, I shall never forget till the last breath of my being... to forgive? Maybe, one day when I'm fully healed from this pain or when I've finally managed to thwart the thought of you in my head.

It is best for both of us to go our separate ways... how could I ever be your best friend when you've betrayed me, breached my trust and faith in you? How could I ever carry on pretending as if you had done nothing wrong? How could I walk straight and not feel the pain when i've bumped into the streetlight?

How could I talk, eat, sit, laugh with you when I'm actually crying with pain inside? How could I pretend?

I can't... I just can't... I'm sorry, your request is one I can't fulfill. Not at this very moment. Probably NOT EVER. I can't give the answer you want.